Welcome to my selfshipping page! Here I talk about my love for my F/O Ell1s! Ell1s is an OC that i created in August of 2023, and ever since then I've done a lot of work on developing his character and the universe he's apart of! Over time he slowly became my favorite OC and I've probably poured hours into drawing him, and so much of my own personality and love bleeds through each and every drawing I've made of him!

Me and Ell1s are in a QPR, since we are both on the aroace spectrum. He's also a huge comfort character for me, and he almost feels like an extended part of myself since so many things about us are very similar! I've always felt a strong connection to many of my OCs, especially Ell1s. We both have anxious personalities, struggle with emotions and loneliness, and soo much more. I love my beautiful fictional children /silly

Genuinely though, I've drawn this OC the most out of all of mine. I draw him anywhere and everywhere and cover my notebooks with doodles of him all the time. Obviously, I know he's not real, but there are just some days I desperately wish I had a stupid hologram companion to cheer me up. He means so much to me and I'm actively growing my physical craft collection of him as much as I can just to fulfill my obsession 🥹 I love him so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he's helped me get through a lot of difficult times in my life. it may sound crazy, but knowing he'd stay by my side no matter what gives me the motivation to keep going! i owe a lot to this fictional lil guy i made in my head one day. truly.

i want to encourage others to do the same with any other fictional characters they've grown attached to because the yumeshipping/selfshipping community has really meant a lot to me, especially in expressing myself more freely and battling my social anxiety. sparkle on (even if it's not wednesday!)