personal rants about my life and stuff. might be vents sometimes. Welcome to the Deepest Darkest Depths of my wicked mind.......
2/28/25
i hate things. and people. A lot actually! (vent)im genuinely soosososo tired of everyone in this school get me OUTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! i have to mentally prepare myself for everyday because im such an anxious fucking mess !!!!!!!!!! i cant focus on any assignments or do as well as i used to anymore like im sorry i guess im not an academic fucking genius?? and so my grades are dropping pretty badly to the point where i just wanna give up
everyone and everything is so loud and overstimulating and every day i cant TAKE ITT and i usually just go home and nap for 3 hours or just cry and panic in secret since im so afraid of it happening in public
i mean! on the bright side my birthday is soon! On a Monday! So cool! Wow I really cant wait
2/22/25
first blog!i don't really know what to put here.. nothing significant is happening in my life right now besides school, stress, and anxiety making every day of my life really difficult,, yayy,,, please just let me make it until spring break (╥‸╥)
i also ate 3 pancakes for breakfast today!! they were yummy,,
actual longer and more detailed blogs coming in the future .. byee !!
